Leave a Trail in Your Passing
So you can rest easy about when, where and soon to come
Anyone can get through life by throwing everything in their day away each night. All the thoughts, feelings, bad habits, self hatred and problems. Garbage. Dumped it. Trashed it. Useless.
SINCE WHEN IS SOMETHING THAT YOUR BRAIN PRODUCES USELESS?
It’s speaking to you. Give it something to write with. See what it makes. Stare into the shapes. Record all of them. Don’t lose track of anything. Hold onto it. But even better. Build with it. The pieces all fit if you study them enough. The brain isn’t nonsense. You just don’t get it.
I’M TELLING YOU THAT YOU MIGHT THINK IT’S TALKING ABOUT THE WORLD BUT MOSTLY IT’S JUST TALKING ABOUT YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU.
The brain doesn’t like being helpless. The brain doesn’t like what you’ve done to it. You’ve ruined it and it’s trying to make you pay for it. It’s trying to teach you a lesson. The mind is not in agreement. There are parts of it that don’t subserviate themselves to you. They do their jobs then report to you that you’re a shit boss.
YOU’RE NOT DOING YOUR JOB. WHERE’S THE MANAGER?
You’re not at peace with yourself. The effects are the most obvious part of it. The effects are all the negative consequences you’re living in and with that you’re constantly screaming about and dying over. Maybe it’s time to evolve the examination of the issue beyond the surface of suffering into the truth that lies under it.
MAYBE YOU NEED TO SPEND SOME TIME DIGGING THROUGH THE SHIT.
I know for a fact that there’s treasure in it because all my writing comes out of mine. Does it smell or does it shine? Hose that bitch down. And make sure you get all the cracks, plus their stinky filth-encrusted genitals and get some up their butthole because they’re probably backed up too.
EVERY DAY IS PRECIOUS. THIS DAY CAN BE PERFECT. RIGHT ON THE SPOT.
Once you’ve perfected the day you’re free to have anything. You deserve anything that comes along. You did everything you were supposed to. Now you can enjoy or relax or hang out or whatever because your brain is at peace. Doesn’t matter if this was the first day you perfected or the four hundredth. The sweetness is all the same.
SO MAYBE YOU’RE COMFORTABLE. YOU MADE IT PERFECT TOO EASILY.
Take on more. There’s always more. The world is endless. Don’t hide yourself from it. There’s always more. That one thing that’s been nagging you but gets forgotten in the bustle. That issue you’ve been silencing because it wasn’t the right time for it. ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO CLAIM THAT YOU HAVE THE PERFECT LIFE AND IT’S MISSING NOTHING?
HOW SAD! YOU GOT YOURSELF OUT OF THE DITCH AND YOU WASTE IT.
Sleepy minds make sleepy lives. Pump some fucking life in. Take on some challenges. Really hurt yourself. That’ll keep you awake. Make yourself face the demons. They’ll give you an interesting night. Why do we ignore the gifts that life offers us? Everything we need is presented before us and yet we turn it down.
WHAT YOU WANT FROM LIFE IS TOO ARDUOUS FOR YOU TO EVEN TRY.
You want a girlfriend? Walk the path. You want a successful career? Walk the path. You want a passion? Walk the path. You want to reap the rewards? Walk the path. You want things. Walk the path. Other people should only ever inspire you. Never allow yourself to be pacified. You can enjoy but do not be consumed. Do not die.
WE LIVE IN A PASSIVE ATTENTION GRABBING MONEY SUCKING DICKFEST.
Look away from the shiny object. It’s not yours. It’s theirs. They’re mesmerizing you. They’re on their path. Are you on yours? Life is as simple as that. REMAIN AWARE. STAY ON TASK. DO NOT LOSE TRACK. Because you know what the issue is. It’s so easy to identify it. You just have to keep working at it. Light a fire with everything you do so that you can’t forget it.
A Mindful Mind Massages
Patterns. So many patterns. The mind runs on patterns, feeds on them, grows on them, makes of them. Set the mind to your life and it will find the patterns. Review the patterns and it will make patterns of the patterns.
This is good. It’s the only way you can ever convince yourself to change. People at their worst live inside a loop. How does one break the loop? Force your mind to search for patterns. Make a habit of calling yourself out.
You are peace. Everything beyond the blank nothingness is a pattern for you to control or shape. There is silence in happiness and that comes in the motion of something which itself is a pattern that can be reproduced.
Pain is a pattern but so is love and joy. Everything can be tweaked. Like the break of a heart to sing the sweetest song. The pattern can get you to the next note; from the end to the beginning in a leap of pure faith smashed against your face.
The people can’t change because of the place; they’re locked in grace, working jobs for the pay, repeating their day, because nothing can convince them to stop. Break the pattern and crash on skates. Flash through time and make some stakes. Jump down stairs and fuck the hair.
You’re better off taking your leisure. Find a timeless pleasure. Be with an old relation. Sit up straighter and mind your shoulders. Ask for me to come over and let me whisper in your ear. Forget all the patterns. Let yourself unravel.
Drop to the ground and walk free
Sway to the song and remember
Everything keeps itself together